sunny days of mixed everthing

Hello and Good Afternoon!

today is a day of mixed emotions, but I am seeing the positive. if it weren't for certain events, then i would not have gone to our town library. i grew up in this town and the library has always been a sanctuary for me to relax and breathe in the scent of books and to be in a place that i not loud.

i took out a nora roberts book called angel's fall. so far so good, i'm on chapter 4 and i just started it over lunch. i reserved a copy of twilight, something i'm told by a few that i needed to read. i signed jayden up for a toddler's day next month, it includes sotries, crafts and another activity that i can't remember. i then signed up for a beginning knitting class. it's all free through our library. i need to get out more and i need to meet other mother's with toddlers.

here's where i was earlier:
in line at route 1 nj inspection station. normally we're lucky and we get in and out quickly. today....not so lucky.

the past few days have been rough, but like i said i need to focus on the positive. like many others around me, we all have things on our plates that make life much more "challenging".
here's my list for the day:

-i got a bunch of books for jayden at the library and know she's gong to be thrilled.
-iTunes
-the $15 in cash i had to put gas in my car
-it's just gorgeous outside, with the sun shining and the skies clear and not too cold.
-going to the library
-the peace i felt as i stepped inside.
-leftovers for lunch
-seagram's ginger ale
-heated car seats
-my love of books
-seeing my daughter first thing every morning and she is sooo happy to see me!
-hopeful that things will work out for the best for us all.
-hopefully dave will find full time work.
-hopefully i'll get clients
-we are hoping to make COBRA payments
-naptimes